My life, My Business

Hello

2010-05-23T00:50:00.001+08:00

I realized I Haven't been updating this blog. I don't even know if anybody reads it.

Anyways, Gods been really good. To me that is=)

Meditating.

2010-04-05T23:03:00.001+08:00

And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.
And I will say of the Lord, "He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS; My GOD In Him I Trust.

Jeeeeeeeez

2010-01-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hahas. I'm feeling more and more lazy to update this blog=p

Anyways, Went meet Ming, Wei Cai, Ter and XY.

Went Vivo, dan china town and eventually Bugis fer dinner and tao huey=p

Ya.. wad else? hahas.. Ah Chew Dessert rocks.

TGIF

2010-01-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Juz came back fm CG, Good start to the weekend=p

Hearing

Beliving

Speaking

Hahas.. awesome=p

meeting De gang tmr.. Its been a long time=p

ok I'm bored=p

Its FRIDAY!!!

2010-01-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

Aite.. Its Friday again.. For many, its still school day, or working day. For Ian, ITS REST DAY!!!!
it feels damn good to be home on a Friday. 3 days weekend.

Ah CG this evening. Think its gona be awesome. Gin will nt be there, but Daddy God will be, and that's all that matters=)

Aite. Still pondering weather 2 go for training later. ARGH!!

Daddy God loves me=)

and oh, Greg helped me with my new blog.
http://through-gods-eyes.blogspot.com/

Its a place where I'll pen down little notes about life, the way God wants it to be=)

Juz A Lil While Longer....

2010-01-19T22:13:00.005+08:00

Thing

Say

Words

YOU

I Miss You.

Untittled

2009-12-23T17:53:00.001+08:00

I Miss You=).. hmm

SOnng Boh!?

2009-12-17T00:27:00.001+08:00

"I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don't have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let my daughter go now, that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you. But if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you, and I will kill you."

Song Boh!?

BORED

2009-12-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

SIAN AH! Tot can spend sme time with my family. Turns out no one's home.

The Small Things God Uses.

2009-12-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

Moses had a staff.
David had a sling.
Samson had a jawbone.
Rahab had a string.
Mary had some ointment.
Aaron had a rod.
Dorcas had a needle.
All were used by God.=)

BST

2009-12-02T19:45:00.001+08:00

Crosswalk is an awesome bible study tool. Like seriously=p And todays scripture was awesome=p

COol

2009-12-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

Apologizing doesnt mean that you are wrong.
It simply means that you value the relationship more than your ego.

Wow.

2009-12-01T14:55:00.001+08:00

Went to visit the doctor, got MC tmr lolx.. awesome. Grandma jus came back form the hospital.. Hope she's doing fine=)

OMG!?

2009-11-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I actually changed my blogskin 2 something so GAY!!!! CRAP.. But its nice la huh?=p

Ubin DaY

2009-09-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Ubin=)

The gunners met around 12 for lunch and then set off for UBIN on a bump boat.

Cycling around ubin wasn't an easy task. But the feeling of going through the whole thing with God given friends is a feeling something money cannot buy=)

as we were attempting to climb up Puaka hill, this thought don on me. And it coincides with what pastor Ben preached during HM camp=)

Between the bottom and the peak of the hill is 4 different levels, with each level more difficult in order to reach the next.

But all the effort spent in conquering every level was worth it as the peak of the hill has the most awesome view of the island. Simply breath taking.

Like what pastor preached, Between now and the time when we reach our calling that Daddy God has given us, there WILL be challenges. And nobody said its was going to be easy. But when we finally reached that calling, everything we went through is all worth it.

And finally, as what Pastor Benjamin said, When we face a challenge, promotion is coming=)

2009-08-30T18:03:00.001+08:00

I like park connectors.
It's really nice and quiet. Good for studying.

-Ian's little sister.

2009-08-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

This week was really awesome. I got to meet my little sister twice.
She's the best sister in the whole wide world. She's smart, nice, cool, kind, sweet. (all the good things you can think of). The thing is, I'm really vexed over something. She's too smart for me at times. I can never win her at arguements. Can anyone think of a way to help me win her?

Signing off,
Ian

Oh Yea!!

2009-08-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.

Kami, warganegara Singapura,
sebagai rakyat yang bersatu padu,
tidak kira apa bangsa, bahasa, atau ugama,
berikrar untuk membina suatu masyarakat yang demokratik,
berdasarkan kepada keadilan dan persamaan
untuk mencapai kebahagiaan,
kemakmuran dan kemajuan bagi negara kami.

我们是新加坡公民，
誓愿不分种族、言语、宗教，
团结一致，
建设公正平等
的民主社会，
并为实现国家之幸福、繁荣与进步，
共同努力。

சிங்கப்பூர் குடிமக்களாகிய நாம் இனம்,மொழி,மதம்
ஆகிய வேற்றுமைகளை மறந்து ஒன்றுபட்டு,நம் நாடு
மகிழ்ச்சி,வளம்,முன்னேற்றம் ஆகியவற்றை அடையும்
வண்ணம் சமத்துவத்தையும்,நீதியையும்
அடிப்படையாக கொண்ட ஜனாயக
சமுதாயத்தை உருவாக்குவதற்கு
உறுதி மேற்கொள்வோ!

Giants.

2009-07-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Daddy God,
I'm facing Giants right now.
So many things to be done, I don't know where to start.
But I know you're here=)
Give me Your peace and wisdom, and guide me every step of the way.
Amen.

Faith

2009-06-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

2009 Will be the ACCEPTABLE year of the Lord where SALVATION and FREE FAVORS of Daddy God PROFUSELY abound in My life. Amen.

Something New

2009-05-25T00:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wander what people really think. Looks can be deceiving. Behind every smile, may lie a horrible thought. We just never know.

Something new I've learned recently in church. Something that i never came across.
"1st Corinthians 15:56- The Sting of death is SIN, and the strength of sin is the LAW."

Awesome yea?

Wasted.

2009-05-16T11:17:00.002+08:00

Waited like a bloody fool for 45 mins for some people. 45 mins of my life- wasted. Precious sleeping time- wasted. Bus fare- wasted.

Being punctual is not only polite, it doesn't waste other people's time.

People who are constantly late, are scums of society. They should be denied all citizenship rights treated worst then animals. Treating them like animals is an insult to animals.

Sense Of Achievement

2009-05-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life, making sure you live your own life right just isn't enough. For me, it is about making an impact in other people's life, inspiring them to reach greater heights.

It's almost a week since I came back from St. Nicks camp and i haven't found anytime to post up till now.

Anyhow, through this camp, I really learned a lot about myself, and many soft and hard skills i know I can never learn anywhere else. Skills that can only be learned through experience and not taught in theory.

Working here has really opened my eyes and see that NPCC camp are 99% bullshit and the method of leading I learned in NPCC doesn't always work. Commanding a group of campers through fear is never going to bring out the best in campers, thus defeating the purpose of camps. Its all about being an inspriation, and leading by example that motivates campers to work out of their comfort zone, and doing things they never thought thus making a difference in their lives.

For now, this is what i've learnt. And i know that's not all yet. More to come=)

2009-05-08T01:49:00.003+08:00

Hiak hiak!

Ian's in camp! Don't you feel that the civilisation is so much better without him?

Like the air's much fresher and life's much simpler. No wonder the swine flu alert's from orange to yellow!

LOL.

PS. Ian Han, this is what you get for wasting 10 minutes of my life just now! HA.

Attachment? Mines the best.

2009-05-04T20:35:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I only have God to thank, for such a wonderful opportunity to carry out my industrial attachment at Camp High Achievers. Like... there can't be anything better than this. I feel blessed. Camp this wednesday. OJT on the last day. Song Boh

OMG

2009-04-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

"I come in peace, I didn't bring artillery. But I am pleading with you with tears in my eyes: If you fuck with me, I'll kill you all."

Ok i'm not pissed or what so ever. Its for fun=)

OKAY LAST ONE HAHA

2009-04-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

Hello world!
A decent post at last. :D

Ian's supposed to start school/ attachment tomorrow! But it got delayed somehow, so he get to enjoy more holidays! Wlao eh, Ian!

As usual, I don't know what the hell has this bucket been doing during his holidays. I've heard from him that he's been to Geylang recently! Maybe you can go there and stalk him! Heh!

Oh and he has got a new phone and Itouch! Gawd, jealous siol. D:

P.S. Ian Han, I wanna play my TowerBloxx! :D:D:D (I shall not charge you for this post, just let me play that game! :D)

It's getting late, look out for more random posts soon! I bet it made this blog much more interesting RIGHT! (:

Updated by:
THE GREAT! :D

Random #2

2009-04-14T00:46:00.001+08:00

IAN: I'm gaying with my friend now.

He said that, I swear. And he's laughing to himself right now.

Zomg who's that gay friend! Confessssss!

HAHAHA!

Random #1

2009-04-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

SHUT UP IAN HAN!
ZOMG YOU SOUND LIKE GHOST IN MY SCHOOL'S NIGHTWALK!
D: D: D:

More then a conquerer

2009-04-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Aite. Things haven't been great lately. But it isn't going to last forever this way. All I know is, I've done what I'm supposed to do, and that's all that matters. Sure I've had my flows in the past. Mistakes I've made. But I am sure I didn't repeat them. And now that it's here to hunt me AGAIN, I will stand firm and steadfast maintaining my stand- That I've not repeated my mistakes since the last time i was told off and my fellow leaders are my witness.

As for the person who filled that complain, it really shows how spoilt and pampered kids these days are. At this rate they are going, they won't be able to take hardships, let alone survive in society. My time as a cadet? Complains didn't exist. We had shity treatment, and almost nil welfare. Hard to go through at first, but it resulted in us being moulded into leaders who were physically fit, mentally strong.

Seriously, there's no reason fer that particular person to complain when I've been there, I've done that, and i stand in front of them a reasult of the training that he didn't like. I have a duty to fullfill as a CI in GMS(S) NPCC and i'm sticking to that.

Ever came across a CI that you shouldn't have messed around with? That's me.

Don't try to stop me

I will NOT be defeated. God is my Victory, And HE is here.

HELLOOOO!

2009-03-28T00:04:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO DUDES AND BABES!

This is so-not-ian reporting!

The owner/ asshole/ basket whom you see on the left is being damn loser-ish to leave this space rotting and to disappoint his faithful and loyal readers like YOU!

And being the GREAT, I'm doing this basket Ian Han a big favour by removing the webs around. He's damn lazy la please. Everyone agrees, right? :D

But I've got no idea what this bugger has been doing during his holidays! SO, UPDATE YOURSELF LA IAN HAN. WAHAHA.

Oh, I charge! $7 bucks per post! HAHAHA! :D

Okay, I don't know what to post liao.

P.S. Ian has just agreed that he sucks. (:

Holidays!

2009-03-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.. Holidays are finally here, and thus ended my Year 1. I still feel so new to the damn school. I still can remember the fist day Jie Ren reported to school. And in a blink of an eye, i'm already done with my Year 1.

Gregory, this is for you.

My CI Life

20th June marks the end of CIBTC J08 and also the begining of a new chapter in my life. Dressed in my Number 1, a blue peak cap on my head, and a pip on my shoulder each, i passed out as a Cadet Inspector.

Initially, i thought i'll be facing all the challenges as a CI back at GMS(S) alone, until you came along, surprisingly.

Being a CI isn't as easy as I had thought it would be. With all the responsiblities one has to shoulder, it was only then i realised why training was so though during CIBTC.

Throughout this past few month as a CI, I really learnt alot in tearms of hard & soft skills, as well as about myself too. I learnt that leadership is action, and not position, and that if i ever made a mistake, it is not onli me who will suffer, but also the 50 or so cadets and NCOs under my charge as well. Every decision made has its consequences.

Alright, I'll stop here for now. I'm lazy to type on. And Greg, thanks for coming. If I were alone in GM, I'll most slightly have screwed the unit by now. Rock on man.

2009-02-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

You Are Silver

You are a flexible person. Being open to opportunities in life has served you well.

You are very polished and sophisticated. You're probably in a higher class than you were born into.

You are naturally popular and quite influential. You are a bit of a trend starter among people you know.

And while you are well liked, you don't let it go to your head. You remain contemplative and wise.

What Metal Are You?

You Are a Playwright

You are a highly literate wordsmith. You love both reading and writing.

You are also a natural storyteller. You can turn a mediocre anecdote into a riveting tale.

You find people and all aspects of life fascinating. No topic is off limits for you.

In modern times, you would make a good filmmaker or novelist.

What's Your Medieval Profession?

You Are a Bit of a Procrastinator

You tend to get things done in a timely manner, but you can't help but put off tasks you hate.

You have no problem getting the fun or easy stuff done. You generally enjoy taking care of responsibilities.

However, if a task arises that you dislike, it might get shelved for a long time.

And even though it's human nature to procrastinate, your procrastination is hindering your productivity.

Take a look at the things you are putting off doing. Do they really need to be done?

Complete any task that's important. The other stuff you're procrastinating is probably not worth doing.

Are You a Procrastinator?

Alright, this week is going to be a busy week. Have BTT tomorrow, FOF test on tuesday, PM presentation on wednesday, Cross country on thursday. Lan Jiao... I'm so looking forword to 10th march.

ITS CNY

2009-01-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

FCUK... CNY LEH... KAN SIAN... PUA BYE

Read This.

2009-01-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

不要動! 我是警察!!!

School Starts Tomorrow

2009-01-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Like wth?? 3 weeks of holiday just went by like that and school's starting tomorrow.

Went to Greg's house 2 make an epic video for our CCA fair dis tuesday.

I believe 2009 is the acceptable year of the Lord. And i'm looking forward to receiving all my blessings. AS wad i've learned last week in church, all promises from Daddy God are to us YES and to Him Amen.

Lord bless me and you=)
nitez

No Fear For 2009

2008-12-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

So, this is it. 2008 went by in a blink of an eye.

I'll say, 2008 has been a year of many "First Times" and also had its fair share of Ups and Downs.
After 5 years in secondary school, I finally got a change of environment studying in ITE. The first few weeks wern't easy. But as time went by, new friends were made, alliance were formed and thus school became more fun. Though we were flooded with projects, the process of doing it as a team was priceless.

Also, this year, on the 20th of June, 2008, I donned on my ceremonial uniform and a blue peak cap on my head, and offically passed out as a Cadet Inspector to the National Police Cadet Corps. A dream I had since I was a cadet. Going through CIBTC certainly made me realise the importance of pushing oneself to the limit and striving for improvement. Being a leader to leaders of a unit isn't an easy task. But like my fellow CI in GMSS NPCC said, not easy doesn't mean not achievable.

2008 surely wasn't an easy year to go through. But still, I survived.

2009's coming in a few hours and I know, Daddy God has many stuffs installed for me. What will it be? I don't know. But I know there will be.

2008-12-25T12:01:00.002+08:00

My Christmas List - Simple Plan

Santa is coming tonight
And I want a car, and I want a life
And I want a first class trip to Hawaii
I want a lifetime supply
Of skittles & slurpees and Eskimo pies
I want a DVD,
A big screen TV
Just bring me things that I don't need

[CHORUS:]
'Cuz now it's Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending
I want a million gifts, that's right
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas

Somebody take me away
Or give me a time machine
To take me straight to midnight
I'll be alright

I want a girl in my bed
Who knows what to do
A PlayStation 2
I want a shopping spree
In New York City
Just bring me things that I don't need

[CHORUS]

I wish I could take this day
And make it last forever
And no matter what I get tonight
I want more

It's Christmas and I want everything
I just can't wait
It's Christmas and I want everything now

Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending, I
Want a million gifts,
That's right
And I can't wait 'til midnight
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas

ITS CHRISTMAS!!! lol. How cool is that? The only day i look forward to every year.
Christmas always somehow gives me this peaceful feeling on the inside of me. I sent out all my christmas greetings at mid nite just when the clock showed 0000hrs.

Next will be new year. New Year means 1 YEAR OLDER! Meaning more responsibilities. But I've learn how to handle these responsibilities through the things that happen throughout this year.

One thing i'm not looking forward to next Jan is CNY. FK. Never liked it. And never will. All the money given in the red packers doesn't satisfy me. Not because its never enough, but i don't see the point. So the only time u see Ian smiling during CNY is when He's at the ATM, depositing all the Ang Pao money into his bank account=p

Alright.. shall end here. Jie Ren gg Truely Asia tml. Lucky bastard.

Merry CHristmas YO=)

Random!

2008-12-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

10 Random Facts about Ian:

1. Ian likes to nudge, multi-nudge.
2. Ian's in love with McDonald's Mega Meals.
3. Ian has a gay car-like mouse.
4. Ian has a not-so-nice-but-he-thinks-it's-nice laptop skin.
5. Ian loves his job.
6. Ian is a CI, he claims that he's nice.
7. I think Ian likes Comic Sans MS a lot.
8. Ian failed his CPR test once. (laughs)
9. Ian's featured in Sex Drive! (Okay, kidding, just that the main character's called Ian as well)
10. Ian's a fat lazy ass who is lazy to update.

:)

Oh last thing, Ian thinks that the person blogging this is Great.

Alright... u don wana know who posted those=)

Anyways here I am, Blogging. And this cancels out point number 10 abt Ian=)

Hahas Jie Ren smsed me early in the morning while i was still half asleep. He wanted to gym. So ok lor, i faster go bathe and go meet him at tampanis gym=) I saw Dick, Poh Chuan and Lam there LOLx. They went to sch. Me didn't wahaha

Then had lunch wif JR and we talked abt lots of stuff. Stuff only we know =p

After shoppin wif him awhile, I need to go cuz need meet some shity saw. She sux=p
KKz... Shall end here. Meetin in de morning tml. Then its NITE CYCLING.. wahaha

Byee Byee

An Interesting Conversation

2008-12-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student ha d no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD , tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD ? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega Heat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light . . but if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be
ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?

(The class broke out into laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

That student was Albert Einstein.

Woo

2008-12-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sia La.. Just a few more days. Year End Holidays. Time really flies man. I can remember at this time last year, i was still watching Chipmunks movie la. Whoa, so fast 1 year liao. Hmm oh well. Gregory asked me 2 blog about my CI life. Bro.. wait la k? after my exams. Promise=)

Why?

2008-11-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

Sia la. I just saw the channel 8 10pm news. They say the Singaporean hostage held in that indian hotel kana kill. Why did such a thing happen? Killing innocent people in the name of god? That's fking bullshit. Their mother ownself kana kill by their attacks, I see they still say its justifed not.

Then again i wonder. Many people say NS in Singapore is bullshit. Go back reservist KPKB. What if something like this happens to Singapore? Singapore has a small armed force. If need be, will they pick up their arms, and save the innocent? What if their own loved one's were held inside? What will they do?

Daddy God, whoever is still held in that country, protect them.=)Amen

The Saga ends

2008-11-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

Sia la. I lazy post.

Back From Ubin=)

2008-11-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

Your Life Path Number is 4

Your purpose in life is to build your vision.

You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life.

You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist.

Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you.

In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse.

You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change.

You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities.

Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Finally, Ian's back from Ubin. Sleepless nights there. Oh well

Day 1: 1st day was kinda hectic. Went in early as advance party to draw logistics. I was so busy that i had 2 leave my group to another CI. Run here run there, whoa lao eh. Then when it was time to draw the tents from the logistics house, the campers never count properly, than make me almost tio gan at the last day. N'B Oh yea, Day 1 was also when me, greg and Big Sam noticed Lonely Girl. =x

Day 2: Woke up early morning with Sam. Lucky can wake up. Melvin turned off my chipmunks alarm from my phone. And he went back to sleep. Cool yea? Then after PT, 9 person report medic. All chao keng wan i think. Then after that was cycle activity. Fire startin was the most fun. From 3 match sticks per group, to using the whole box plus a lighter. Treasure hunt was fun too, though tiring. And guess wad, durin land ex, lonely girl injured her toe. Ian, Gregory and Sam heart pain=p=p=p. Then came camp fire. The flame almost went off before the whole session was over. We ended up throwing in boxes instead. LMAO

Day 3: Worst day of all. I almost couldn't wake up in time for fire drill, let alone PT. After that was area cleaning and packing of logistics. That was when things took a bad turn for me. The tents were found to be miscounted and i had 8 missing outer sheets. And i dunno how did 2 mess tins and a stove went missing. I was so stressed up as i thought i'll have a hard time explaining to the FIs. But guess wad, they were kind enough to let me off. Has to be Daddy God who helped me. Before that, i thought i had missing walkies as well. Thank God don't have. Then Go back jetty that time, GM left w/o Greg and me. We took van and chase after them. And guess what? For the first time since God Knows When, best camper came from GMS(S). Jigme! Song BOH!?

Well. That pretty much sums up the whole camp. Heard next camp might be organised by GM. We'll see=)

Just came back from care group. Pretty enriching for me=)

Aite. Ian wana sleep already. Meeting Gregory tomorrow hahas. Nitey Nite=)

Ubin.

2008-11-16T21:09:00.002+08:00

So, I'll be off to ubin first thing in the morning, carrying a whole lot of food. Went buy the supplies with 3 other WCIs=)

Aite, hope all goes well. My first ATC as a CI.

2008-11-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

You aren't the most visible one in your group, but that's okay.

You're always up for a good time or conversation.

And you stick with your friends no matter what. You're unbelievably loyal.

You may feel under appreciated - but it only seems that way! Your friends would be lost without you.

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Damn... Change 11-B today lolx=p SONG=p
I wana sleep=p
Nitez=)

The greatest mum in de world.

2008-10-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

For wad u did last night.....

_l_ FK-U _l_

EAT THIS

NEW HEADPHONES

2008-10-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

cool... Gt me new head phones today.. Went out wif de gang 2 sim lim and suntec... go relek relek.. lolx

AND GUESS WAD.. I WAS AD MAC WIF BATMAN AND ROBIN AS WELL AS JOKER!!!! =p Batman and Robin like 2 throw boomarang ad Joker.

Oh we saw milo gal too.... and joker was so in love wif her =)

and one last thing.. B is for BONERGES

SIAN ARGH

2008-10-16T23:01:00.001+08:00

2 day had science practical.. wth...

Seriously... i cant stand my mum... NA BEI.

Bad day.

2008-10-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it really seems life can be really difficult. Like some how, its playing punk with you. But with these, i realised that life isn't all about waiting for the storm to pass, but learning how 2 dance in the rain.

Greatest Monuments

2008-10-01T15:55:00.004+08:00

"... the greatest monuments to fallen men are not made in marbles, but found deep in the sea, deep in the jungle, on battle fields, made with a rifle driven into the ground, with a helmet on top and some tags. Its an honor, not a disgrace"

Sweet Child O'Mine

2008-09-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that
special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me
of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

Bored

2008-09-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

Lolx.. Its de F1 season. Went to watch the F1 practice round wif sam, Stupid wen yi and Gregory lolx. The view was awsome but the sound was really horrifying. So lound sia. Like Black Knights flying round and round de circuit

I'm dead bored at home. Gym.. anyone?

Sianz

2008-09-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

Came back fm Chalet 2 days ago. Like KNS sia. Boh Gal See. Dan summore like nth 2 do wan. The BBQ, Sibeh jia lat sia. De charcol like made in China wan. Burn awhile no heat le. Jie ren, gary, wei ze and Ian wait fer food wait till fall asleep. Dan some ppl wan show fkin attitude... Ppl making fire dat time, he playing dunno wad fk game... Dan fire make liao wan come out act know how to cook. Cook till hotdog never put butter. Lmao. Retarded asshole. Dan i wan eat hotdog, he ask me take myself. FK U LA HOR. FK U UNDERSTAND. Na Bei.

Dan yesterday went out with dad and mum. First time since God knows when we went out together as a family. Don say go out, even dinner also is nt together eat wan. Before yesterday, i cant remember when was the last time de whole car was filled with de whole family. Sigh. Oh well. If dis de kind of life i'm suppose 2 have fer nw, wad 2 do?.

Woo Hoo

2008-09-16T23:39:00.001+08:00

This week has beem good. Relaxing, no stress, no books, no studies, NO SCHOOL. Won't be home de nex 3 days. Wahaha. Holidays are getting boring. Oh well.=)

=)

2008-09-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

"On the cross Jesus Died, The wrath of God satisfied."

Wooo.... Chalet dis Wednesday lolx.

2008-09-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

Happened 2 find dis video and found it really touching=) christian Lion=p

Anyways, had BFD exam today. Shockingly easy. Juz hope i didn make stupid mistakes again=p aite. g2g. ISS on wednesday, and dan it'll be FREEDOM=p

D day -3

2008-09-07T15:19:00.003+08:00

Sianz.. Tml BFD exam le... dan Wednesday is ISS. Dan is HUAT AH!!!!! Holiday.. 1 month siax.. can rot at home=p

2day study till head damn pain. Kns. See de book like wana die like dat lor. How sia

Yesterday marked de 2nd week in a row i didn scold cadets F word during NP. =p Song Boh
dan yesterday went SIng Post 2 study wif wen yi and Gregory.. Lolx.. dan saw Elis and Joanne. Dey also studyin there=)

K. its back 2 books. HEEEEEEEEEEE
Oh and gregory bought me something fm Taiwan=p

A bond, A future, A Career in a decisive force.

2008-09-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

Had my Air Crew Specialist interview on thursday. Crashed and burnt. They never believe in passion. Whatever.

Anyways, Interview again dis friday for another interview. For another vocation in the decisive force. Then again, if i do get a career in there, what will people think? No future? That's not what i think. Rather, i find it a meaningful career filled wif advanture filled with fun and danger. Risking my life for a good purpose.

Suddenly, thinking of her became a habbit. Sometimes all it takes is juz one look......

EXAMS! fk la....

2008-09-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

Balls- Without it, one will not have any great stories to tell.
Fear- It makes u shit in yr pants.
Glory- Sometimes, all you can do is draw ur weapon, and say "fuck it" and see what happens

Hahas... aite.. juz wana mess around fer a moment. i'm dead bored.

STUDY

2008-08-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

I cannot study. No fkin mood. And exams are juz round de corner. FK SIA

Move to the rear of de bus.

2008-08-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

Move to the rear Singapore
The rear is worth waiting for
The rear of the bus is where we belong
Move to the rear Singapore
*copyright Mr Brown Show

Lolx... intresting ya.

Finally de medical checkup is over. And now it all seems so silly as to why i was so afraid of de blood test de day be4. Not as scary as i thought. So... Yea.. lolx.

Exams is 2 weeks from now. And i can't wait for the holiday after that. Awsome. =p 4 damn weeks to rot at home. Is dat cool or wad? And by then, Kang will be enlisted into i dunno where to fufil his duty to dis land=p Cuz From dis land wee kang was made, For this land wee kang will Fight!

Ahh... Whatever. I seriously need the damn motivation to study. Missed out on an A for BFD. ISS no need to think abt it le. NB. Pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy Busy Busy

2008-08-19T22:11:00.004+08:00

Medical Checkup dis friday.
BFD test tml.
ISS test dis friday.
NPCC IAGM dis friday.
English O level Oral dis thursday.

Whoa lan eh... Wan me die isit? So many things, so little time. Oh well. Its great to be back at school. Lots of stuff to catch up on. Especially for MS Access. KNS. Scary sia. Tml gt BFD test, will be missing out another BFD lesson. How take final year exam. Whoa.

Anyways. To YOU. Seriously, Stop askin me 2 get together wif her. Seriously, its pissing me off. I have my OWN life to live. I Choose who i want to be with, and ur suggestions or sales pitch are just prove of ur naive mindset and how immature you really are. And my own advice to you, having a boyfriend isn't everything dat matters. You are still fking young and havent seen the world outside. It isn't as pleasent as it seems. So wake up ur fking idea and quit being naive. Life isn't fair. Nobody ever said it was. Live with it, and suck it up. Spare me all de troubles please. Thanks

Sianz

2008-08-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life, one makes a mistake, and it cannot be reversed.
And it just takes one bad deed, to cancel out every damn thing. fk

I know you see Somehow the world will change for meAnd be so wonderfulLive life breathe airI know somehow I'm gonna get there And feel so wonderfulI will make you change your mind These things happen all the time And its all realI'm telling you just how I fell.

So wake up the members of my nationIts your time to beTheres no chance unless you take oneAnd the time to see the brighter side of every situationSome things were meant to be So Gimme your best and leave the rest to me

I know its timeTo raise the hands that draws the lineAnd be so wonderfulGolden sunshineI know some how its gonna be mineAnd feel so wonderfulShow me what you can becomeThere's a dream in everyoneAnd its all realI'm telling you just how I feel

LIFE

2008-08-04T17:29:00.002+08:00

In the Life we live, we all desire to blossom like roses
But many times we forgot, that roses comes with torns.
Many things in life i want,
Many things i do not get.

Shit happens way too often.
Why me? Of all the people i know.
Why The Fk Me?

I am not at all happy.
This shit are driving me crazy.
Something isn't right.

God help me. Ian needs help fast. Ian's holding on too tight. Ian cant hold on much longer.

EYE CANDY

2008-08-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

Sianz.. Juz came home from church. My arms are aching after gym yesterday. Wtf.. How long is this gona last man?? Anyways, finished all my projects and presentations last week. Now to prepare for my BFD exam. Oh, and have 2 start preparing for National Camp already. Next week is national camp! wahaha. OMG. Cant wait. lolx.

aite. g2g byeee

Woo Hoo

2008-07-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

Aite. Had NAPFA test this morning. Guess i screwed up de whole thing. Retarded sia. Than following that, had OFA. Tml OFA test sia. Damn scary. Hopefully can get an A ba. Hahas

Anyways, went back to GMS(S) NPCC today for NDP training today. And I can say that i am getting more and more pissed at a certain someone who always gives stupid excuses for not turning up for training. So anyways, Training started around 4 and ended at about 5.30. And Janice didn't wait fer me.

Then came the sec1s. Heard that they were a horrid and thus i gave them what they deserve. Bloody hell dunno how behave wan leh. KNS. KNS KNS KNS. Na Bei.

Then now I'm home, practicing my Excel and doing up some doing up my NPCC power Point while waiting for my part to do in my ISS project=)

Heard there will be a chalet during de Sep holidays=)

"The final test of a leader is that he leaves behind him in other men, the conviction and the will to carry on."
— Walter Lippmann

Ubin and Back. For Charlie Squad

2008-07-27T00:03:00.007+08:00

Juz came back from ubin again today.

Went there for tent pitching and stuff. It was so crazy, so unthinkable. 60++ CIs coming together to do what? Pitch tent. So cartoon.

From the looks of it, this might be the last time charlie squad works together again.
Just like the song in ma blog says, we were strangers, every single one of us, placed together from the start. And no matter who we are, where we came from, in the shadow that we cast. But as time went by, we looked upon each others as brothers and sisters, always keeping a lookout for each other, and maybe to an extend of treating each other as our own flash and blood, buy going through the thick and thin together, CIs we were born to be. I don't know abt u guyz, But i for sure am proud to be in your company.

No matter what unit you guyz are posted to, be proud of it. It may not be the posting results you wanted, but look on the bright side, and take it as a whole new challenge. A good leader in compelled to always evaluating whats happening, so that he can apply what he has learnt.

Then came today, as we were ment,
United we stand,
and pitched up 19 tents.
But when today is gone,
we know we will all part
But my guess is, we'll have each other in our hearts.

Now that CIBTC is over,
we finally realise why we struggled so hard to survive the course,
Now is the time,
we inspire our juniors, our cadets
with the stories and memories we've written with pride and glory,
throughout CIBTC J08

Miss you guyz out there. Memories of CIBTC will not be forgotten.

Every CI muz serve his term until he's done, and every single breath he takes,
Comes a bond which cannot break.
We've been through Lightning rain and sun,
And we're back to where we 1st begun
Through walls of fire we once run
Forget Charlie Squad, I cant.

CIBTC J08 CHARLIE SQUAD- we have what it takes.

Whoa lan eh

2008-07-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Ni Na Ma Hong Gan... Why de file cannot auto save de..=( Retard La... haiz

Anyways, Today school machiam no school la. Go school, teacher just tell us what for project, then leave us alone to do the stuff. Like.. WTH?? I totally wasted my 2 hours in school.

Then, went back GMS(S) for NPCC. Mr Ng and Kian Wah (Sir) keep askin me to not use de "F Word" when scolding cadets. Aiya, sometimes i also can't help it what. The Sec 2s and 3s came back early from road safety park due to rain, so we had NDP practice instead. Mr Ng say that their drills improve wor. IMPROVE WOR. Hahas. I also agree la. CUZ I TRINED THEM! lolx

kkz.. Tomorrow must go Ubin. Tent pitching. What de fk? retarded right? 100++ CIs go pitch tent. Siao sia.

KKz.. I wana sleep.

2008-07-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your Heart is Blue and Green

Your heart is open and dynamic.

You are flexible, optimistic, and expressive.

You bring honesty and intimacy to relationships.

You're good at expressing your needs to your partner.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Woo Hoo... hahas... Oh Well.

Life is a game.

A game never ment for the faint hearted.

Many Situations may seem desireable at first sight,

But more often then not, theres more that meets the eye.

Ha Ha.. i'm praticing for my O level english... so please don mind some of the crap i write in my blog from time to time. Some really express how i feel, some are juz plain crap.

It just came to me all of a sudden. At times, we are made victims of punishments of mistakes not done by us. For example, we see cases of drug abuse, rioting and a new breed of kids called the "EMO" kids. All of us knows, that drug abuse is wrong and bad. All of us knows that rioting is bad. All of us know that being "emo" isn't a really pleasent thing. Yet why do people still do it?

Often, these people attribute these actions to lack of attention, lack of love, family issues etc etc.

They go round saying "I was forced by this situation" "My parents don't love me" "my parents were never there for me"

But think again, was anyone of them held at knife point and asked to do such shit? Yes, in life, there sure will be challenges. Its like a game with different levels to pass through. And no one ever said that these levels are easy to get through. And it is those who do not have the courage to handle their various challenges that end up as stated above. In other words, its just a sign of weakness.

The point i want to bring up is this: In Life, there sure will be adversities. But make sure you don't let these situations who you are. Take control of every problem that comes by, and the game of life will not seem so difficult after all.

Sometimes

2008-07-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

WTF. Sometimes, i think i'm better off dead. Sometimes life seems just so meaningless. Why does shit happen? FK

I Don give a fk who are you with. As a matter of fact, I don't want to even give a FK about u.

Sometimes, Life seems like a really bad dream.
Bined and confined to a same old routine.
Wish as i may, wish as i might,
Shit still happens, and it gives me a fright.

Sometimes, when u give something all you've got,
You're doing society something good, yea u thought.
But what happens when "good" turns around and bites you?
And everything u've done turns around and spikes u?

Sometimes, I wonder. Am i a source of gain? or pain?

Fk money. Fk it to hell. Love of money is de root of all evil. Wtf.

Heyo All The Way

2008-07-20T17:27:00.002+08:00

Came back from church. School tml, after that gt NPCC training.

Sam and Wen Yi came 2 GMS(S) NPCC yesterday. Helped me out with training and stuff. Then we were all trying to figure out what our beloved Kian Wah (Sir) was doing by asking the cadets to open up the drain, and giving timing so fast. But as far as we were concerned, it was all inane. Guess he must have suffered a great deal during reservist. Loser.

Then after that, went HQ shootin with Sam and Wen Yi. Our results were so OMG. Not a single one of us hit 100. LMAO. Cool ya? hahas

Later on that day, went over to mr Dennis house to finish up our role play script.

Today, nth much la... Church and de usual stuff. Cant wait for National Camp! Wahaha

HeeeeeeeHooooooHaaaaaaa

2008-07-15T21:50:00.001+08:00

So sian... Thrs Fri Sat all kana Book by NPCC.. Song Boh

I just learnt these today.

2008-07-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

Train Hard, Fight Easy
Quality of men = Quality of unit
Life is never easy. In life, the greater de challenge, the bigger de glory dat amounts it.

Ooh Rah

Whoa lan eh....

2008-07-11T23:06:00.001+08:00

Had NPCC today... Whoa lan eh.. Pissed sia.. fking fing pissed. NNBCCB.

Why cadets nowadays like dat wan ah?

Whoa Lan Eh

2008-07-09T18:07:00.004+08:00

Sianz... Juz came back from school. I realise I don't blog as often these days. Last time one day can post up to 2-3 post, now a few days dan post one time. Lolx. Ian's a busy busy man.
Still so many things do sia...

PowerPoint for OFA
Study for BFD test
Lesson plan for ATC. (VS... Watch out)
Lesson Plan for Friday activity

Sia la... woo... I think not only these. More to come. But its betta than rotting at home man.

Suddenly, a feeling just comes back to me. A feeling so strong. Feeling of the past. Just suddenly...

Whoa Lan Eh

2008-07-09T18:07:00.001+08:00

Long Live Ian=p

2008-07-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

Anyways... Juz came bk fm Vivo with Gary.

Had NPCC Activity today. My first activity as a Cadet Inspector. Lolx. Teaching Sec1s and 2s drill wasn't easy. None the less, it was fun. However, Sec 3s were much more teachable. Especially when i get 2 teach new commands. Then again, I wonder 2 myself, why Cai Hui no need to train them wan ar? Not fair. Then again, who ever said life was fair.

In the morning, the junior cadets were a horrid. 0745 hrs fall in, 0800 hrs then they came. And it wasn't the first time. PICARD!!!!!! Where is their PICARD!!!!!!! Raaah©Jessica He Bing.

Then afternoon actually juz wan meet gary eat le go home sleep. Dunno how, we ended up shopping at vivo instead. Slack here slack there, see aeroplane, see eye candies=p. Fun la. So long nev relax relax le.=) kkz wan end here. lazy 2 carry on.

Lastly, i write wad ever i wan, when ever i wan in MY Blog. Its NOYB. Not happy, Don read. U know who i'm refering to. Live with it, and suck it up.

He Bing

2008-07-04T22:48:00.001+08:00

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Some Time At Last

2008-07-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

Whoa... damn busy lately.... Kns..

The other day, go back HQ return no1 and take rank. Fkin chee bye... instructor don wan gib rank... Like.. wtf sia.. _l_ _l_.Dan dunno talk wad crap. Dat Soon Keng, totally lost respect for him. Like retarded mother fking arsehole la. KNN.. wan guai lan here guai lan there.. KNN Chee bye. Then Kao Pei de whole day, in de end still gib. Waste time. He go bk Tekong, sure kana fk like hell i hope. Dan dat Calista... Sometime nice nice 2 us... Sometime treat us like dunno wad...aiya... dunno la.. kao.

Then yesterday and today, do nothing. For 2 days i've been doing de same thing. Wake up, eat breakfast, use com, polish boots, go downstair Buy lunch, cme back eat and watch TV ad de same time, lesson plan for wednesday, sleep, wake up, dinner, disturb father mother and bro, Use com again dan sleep. No life sia. Onli thing is yesterday i polish boots, de coating too thick, i burn, de whole boot catch fire. Dan my bro laugh. LMAO. de fire boots damn cool la.

Aite.. shall end here. Nights.

SYF is over

2008-06-28T01:01:00.002+08:00

Came back earlier on from SYF OC. So sianz la.. Waste of time. If not i could have been back at GM.

Later on gg HQ... return no1 uniform. Dun like 2 go there sia. Fk it la.

Damn Sian

2008-06-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

I regret Joining SYF.

Over

2008-06-23T00:14:00.001+08:00

5 Years ago, I joint de Corps, with the intention of being a Cadet Inspector one day. 5 years later, on the 20th June, with my No.1 uniform, and blue peak cap upon my head, i passed out as a Cadet Inspector, along with 99 others from the 74th CIBTC.

LALALA

2008-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

Ian has linked Wen Yi. Happy now? =p

SIAN LA

2008-05-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Sian LA.... All my cii... scold scold scold.. Especially de wad eva mother Fucker Short Tongue cordinator... chee bye mouth... Fkface...

Sianz

2008-04-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

Sumtimes.... Home to me... Is juz a place to sleep. Really..

On de First Day Of School......

2008-04-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

Aite... So here it is. It all starts here... New School, New friends, sme old me. lolx... Schools been good so far... Got to meet some new teachers, catch up with old friends etc.. Its kinda great.

I miss my baby... haven been seein her lately... its ok. Guess i'll be seein her soon. Her b-dae is cummin.=)

bored

2008-04-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

Sianz... Juz came back fm Mr Owen's shop.. lolx...

i'm tired.

I miss my baby

IANIANIAN

2008-04-03T00:09:00.001+08:00

Wahaha... Sainz... Nth 2 do siax... JR didn call me... Darling's sleepin... So is the rest of de gang i guess. wtf..

I miss my darling

NPNPNPNPNP

2008-03-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

Wahaha... Went 2 meet Ah ben dis morning.... Took a stroll wif him 2 de ITE campus

Hahas...Dan went for NPCC training. Joel wasn't here 2day. So i took his place.

Dan after dat walked around de school wif my little girl... lolx

Dan went orchaard wif jie ren... kana bomb by wei ze. wtf

Mandie did something really sweet 2 me... hahas... And i wana return de favour...
I really Thank God for such a wonderful girlfriend. So sweet, so carring, so bubbly, so adorable and hugable. lolx.. lovin her makes me a happy man=)

Summary

2008-03-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Dis is taken from Zhi Yan sir's MSN nick:
3 words summrise life- It Goes On

Lolx... very true. i wana sleep.

5.. and many more 2 come... wahaha

2008-03-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Went 2 meet my darlin dis morning after her cross country... Hahas...
Its de 27th 2day... Markin our 5th month... Next month will be our half year 2gether.. wahaha....
And darling have me a little present 2day... hahas...

Seriously, dear's mum has been a pain in de arse... But nothing is gona get in between us anymore.. Cuz we're crazyly in love wif each other. haha

Later on went 2 meet JR and Wei Ze go queensway... went 2 see shoes and stuff... After dat we were campin ad Wei Ze's Hse...

Swimming 2molo.. darlin.. be jealous.. hahas...

5th mth.. Wif many more 2 go=)

Home. Out. Home

2008-03-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Went to collect phone wif des 2day.. dan had lunch wif wen and YG..

Feelin damn sian dis few days... dunno why... Juz don have the mood for anything. However, that doesn't mean dat i wan school 2 open either.

Oh well.

Money... The Love Of It Is The Root Of All Evil

2008-03-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes... I juz think to myself, is money REALLY that important in life...
Money sure can Make wan happy through material blessings... But true happiness isn't something that Money can bring me.

Something really sickening happened 2day and i don wish 2 talk about it. And neither am I blaming anyone for it. All I can say is that... In this world we live in today, Money comes first, than compassion. Even a dying man could nt be airlifted home juz becuz he couldn't afford an air ambulance.

I dunno la... If one day every man sees $$ in such a mannner, i'll juz see it as shit.

Ian Ian Ian

2008-03-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

Ian is back.. Wahaha

Was supposed 2 wake up at 10 this morning.... Dan for some reasons, i slept till 12.30.. Rushed my breakfast down my throat and rushed to school... i didn't read de newspaper la... wth...
Darling gave me a chocolate 2day... hahas... so sweet=)

Drill was overall ok.. NPCC day's coming and there isn't much practice sessions left... hahas..
Mr Chua complained that their drill sloppy... and Nichlos asked me 2 tekan them.. lol.. And he's right. Muz tekan wan.. hahas

Alrighty... I'm ending off here... gg 2 slowly enjoy the piece of chololate my darling gave me... hahas...

Home Home Home

2008-03-24T00:16:00.001+08:00

Hahas.. Juz came home... Went 2 Owen's shop again to peii him... hahas... dan after that went 2 meet Des.. Pass him de PSP game.. lol.. I'm tired. Oh.. Owen helped me instal DOTA in my laptop.. wahaha.. hahas.. alrighty... i wana sleep le..

I miss my Baby=)

Nitez=)

Home Home Home

2008-03-23T00:59:00.002+08:00

Home ad last... Went meet Desmond in de morning.. Peiii him take his NAFA entrance Test... hahas.. He say de english test like pri school standard... And from wad he say.. true la... really like primary school standard. hahas

Then Went to repair Des de phone... and Ate ad de resturant that Sham bring me 2. hahas
Later on went 2 visit Zho0ng Han ad his work place, followed by Owen.. where we helped 2 close his shop.. hahas...

Mandie's mum has been a real Pain in de ass... Doin things dat onli pisses me off.. wth.. She should juz drop dead.

nonethless, i still miss her truckloads=) i love her

Nitez

back

2008-03-21T18:07:00.003+08:00

back... My dear girlfriend ask me 2 blog. So I blog. I told her i Blog le... bt she say must blog again. So here i am.. Blogging. Hahas...
wad 2 say sia... hmm... Dunno la... no mood for anything dis few days... especially wad my mum said earlier on. WTF. I still feel effed up.

mandie... am i important? =p

Dead

2008-03-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

Well... Juz changed my Blogskin.. finally... hahas.. Life's been really dull lately. Study study study.. Fk math man.. Damn it to hell..

Sometimes... I don't know my mum looks down on me or wad.
So wad if i'm spending another year studyin be4 i make it to poly? Ya think i enjoy the fact dat u'm ending up ad ITE? No way in hell man.... What u juz said make me lose all my fkin motivation 2 study. Nag Nag Nag... CB.. Happy Dat time say ITE good... Nt happy say ITE waste time. I dunno la... I dunno la.. Say wadever u wan la hor.

School's reopening soon. I don't Like it.

Haven't been seeing dear lately. I miss her la... =)

Rest

2008-02-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.

But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.

You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.

You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.

You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.

And while many people may claim they would choose love too...

You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Would Be a Pet Bird

You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance.

You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them.

You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in.

Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet!

What you would love about being a bird: Flying, obviously

What you would hate about being a bird: Being caged

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Henry Keckilpenny

Old Fashioned Name Generator

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...

But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Power Bird is an Eagle

You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.

You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.

And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.

People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.

What's Your Power Bird?

You Are an Intense Kisser

When you kiss, it's deep and powerful

You don't take kissing lightly

Your kisses always have meaning

And they always make your head spin

What's Your Kissing Style?

You are a PC

You're practical, thrifty, and able to do almost anything.

Appearances and trends aren't important to you. You just like to get the job done.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

Whoa.. I did so many tests.. Lolx.. interesting... hahas..

Work's finally ended. FINALLY!!!

Anyways, Went out with my My Mandie earlier on. Its been a long time i spent such quality time with her. Especially since i started working. Hahas. Hmm.. I really enjoyed the time spent with her. Her pressence alone juz never seems 2 cheer me up=) I guess Daddy God really has made her for me. lolx. Looking at her playin with my phone and smiling away, playing silly pranks on me, makes me feel like the luckist guy on earth. And when she was leaning on me, looking at the clouds, and then burrying her face into my chest, I know for sure, She's never leaving me again=) *smiles* And though i broke my toe nail while out with her today, and my stomached irriated me for a while, the happiness My Mandie brought me compensated for everything.

For taking all my crap the past week, I Love U Mandie Baby<3

And for being a really bad boyfriend last week, I'm sorry darling=)

Hmm... Other than that.. I wana Thank my Daddy God, for seeing me through this whole agonizing excruciating working stint. Though i felt that i have negleted him, He time and again proved 2 me that he's a ever faithful God, picking me up everytime i felt tired and beaten down by the all workload. Missing church didn't stop Him from protecting me, looking after me and favouring me. With all that, I finally know what the meaning of Being Daddy's God beloved, and being the child of the Lord Most High=)

Hahas... And lastly... Someone asked me What i wanted for my B-dae this year. Than this thought came to my mind. I have a perfect set of carring parents, a roof above my head, really cool sibiling, Wanderful social cycle, and a Faithful God, There isin't anything else i can ask for. I feel Lucky.